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Worthy
02:51
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My walls are strewn with empty relics of my past
But mostly bullshit that makes me laugh
I haven’t bothered to grow up yet
My first dream ever was to man countless endeavors
Down the road towards success i was willing to live for it
I wanted to be a circus clown
But seeing as how, that never worked out
We’ll start blowing your minds now
Use humiliation as a tool
because everyone is struggling there’s no such thing as playing it cool
You want acceptance you’re a fool
Fuck it. Go for what you feel is right and in the end you’ll make your own rules
There’s no use in complaining it’s just mind and body wasted
You’re feeding off your pity for yourself
I never want to be perfect i just wanted to be worthy of your time at all
So here we go.
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Quit Bitchin'!
02:37
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How come every time i get something good it’s taken away?
I never told you how i really felt but now it’s too late.
Well every sad song just move it along; this world is bigger than your own.
Adjust your light and/or move it to the wayside.
Kid you’re gonna be alright.
I’m alive, cause i’ve been living my whole damn life
Like tomorrow never comes and even if it does I hope we catch the sunrise.
What the fuck is up with the world people are insane.
Has been a phrase drilled into my brain since i was born on that putrid day.
Well now the thing about the human race is nothing’s changed we’re just a product of what we create, we’re a model of a memory. Yeah overall a mistake.
But,
I’m alright. Cause i’ve been living this whole damn life.
Like there ain’t nothing in this world much stronger than a soul and i just wanted yours to meet mine.
I swear that i’m alive cause i’ve been chasing this dream all night
That every broke empty soul will have a place in this world because if not than what’s the point in trying? Does that mean that there is no hope for mine?
Sonofabitch
I’m alive cause i’ve been living my whole damn life just like tomorrow never comes and well then even if it does i hope we catch the sunrise.
I swear that i’m alive cause i’ve been living this whole damn life like there ain’t nothing in this world that is much stronger than a soul and i just wanted yours to meet mine.
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Blue
03:42
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I woke up this morning and i started thinking suicidal thoughts.
I wanna die but i’m not quite ready to go.
Can’t keep saving face and saying everything’s alright and in my
Dying breath i’d rather tell the truth and it goes a somethin’ like x2
Wake up every day it feels like somethings in the way
And with every conversation is just another word to say
You work your 40 hours just to get your cash to give away
So you can lay your head and wake up to the fucking same thing.
I’m pissed that i have regrets but i guess that’s what im gonna get
When i was younger i thought for sure i’d be a better bigger man and now i’m
Dead broke, at the end of my rope. When the sun goes down the only thing that i can do is hope,
When you throw away my shit don’t fuckin think of me
Can you take your life and make it everything that it could be
And ill tell you my man it ain’t gonna get better than this.
You kick and you fight, for the rest of your life.
Don’t let nobody tell you that you aren’t right.
Cause when it all goes away, it’ll bring us right back too.
*Pick up the bait*
So you get drunk and have a little fun
And step outside that realm of emptiness you let yourself become
Because you think the negative thoughts are gonna hide away and run
But no matter what it’s never gonna stop. (Stop)
That’s when you gotta climb on top of it
And think of all the possibilities your future gives ya gotta,
Step back, and fucking relax because your life ain’t moving forward if you’re living in the past so,
I don’t give a shit if you don’t think of me
Because i’m more than fine just tryin to find where i’m supposed to be and then
I’ll tell ya my man it ain’t gonna get better than this.
You kick and you fight for the rest of your life
Don’t let nobody tell you that you aren’t right
And when it all goes away it’ll bring us right back to this.
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Running
03:56
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I said you can’t keep running away
You’ll play the victim to yourself one day
Because the sickness in your eyes seemed so much
Different in disguise you’ll have to listen to what you say
I think the pressure’s on the wrong side now
We’ll have to even out the plains some how
And when you walked away your choice was made
A brutal death and all i’m left with,
Pain. Confusion. Permanent Delusions.
Picking up the mess you went and left for me.
Institution an illogical solution.
Wouldn’t be the first time i’ve been framed.
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Rise or Die
03:28
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What’s a man if he can’t quite hold up his own
How does wasting time sound when you’re always stuck alone
Tried to chill out and see you like i used to
But it seems that’s falling to pieces like my shoes do.
Uh,
I wanna feel the same feels we felt when we were younger
I’ll lose myself and empty head to fill with hunger
But instead i lose faith in fulfilling dreams with ever new year
This plotted fate is steering clear away it always
Gets the best of me.
This pain is self inflicted
I’m just a shell of what i used to be
Oh god i hate this country
This rise or die will get the best of me, yeah
Are you getting around now that you’re not stuck
Are you starting to make some sense now that you make no sense to me
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Itch
04:53
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What the fuck is the point of even trying anymore
When your ass always gets knocked down to the floor
Try to understand it from a different point of view
But now i’m standin at the curb with brand new garbage to spew
Coming from my lame brain
An archetype of pain staves
Remove my mind for god sakes
Cause i’m thinking much too much
Killing cells collapsing into themselves until i’m grasping at the surface under all this just to get a breath of air..
What the fuck are you trying to say to my face
Said your words are white noise vibrating in place
There’s no meaning inside no reason or rhyme
Ive shut my ears off to your deafening grind
And now i’m doing shit my own way
I’m black and white with no grey
No bullshit no refrain
My heart is like a bomb
I’m waiting on the day it hits the fuckin frame watch from the window pane and see how clear things really need to be.
I want out because there’s nothing worth sticking around for there’s no talking about
This metaphysical doubt, that we’re all the same.
Life is Repeating.
-instrumental-
Theres no meaning in value
No paitience in virtue
The silence is deafening
But still gold as the truth
While waiting too long and biding my time
Shut off my ears while feeling the grind
A fucking disgrace of a man I’ve become
Undesirable to everyone, wanted by none
Blinded by truth, reality’s bitch
Society is skin, and we are the ITCH!!
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7. |
Capitalism
02:33
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Moderation keeps me from faking
Sloppy inflation of hate for my nation
No sir i won’t go back to the state i was in
When i didn’t know my president was brain dead
See your values are all store bought
You take it off the shelf and sit it on your couch and then you don’t got
Individuality, a product of mortality
The subject of what’s ought to be, the definition of being free
(What)
Wake up every morning with your eyes wide open
Fuck that i can’t sleep a peep without a motrin
Never really ready for the due date
I never get a chance to practice what i will say today
Insufficient funds they leave me out here like a bum
Got me drinking got me thinking what have i become
A no cash low class street rat news stack
Notepad scribble down the truth and make these better moments last
Don’t give a way what you have saved
You won’t last a day in the usa
Don’t give away what you have slaved
You won’t last a day in the good ol’ U.S. of A.
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Middle generation dumb wit contemplation
Don’t recall a physical or emotional temptation
The grass is never greener their floors are never cleaner
It’s a matter of the fatter ones all eating up their dinner
Every time it seems i’ve tried the words don’t ever come out right
I’d rather dip into the night than waste my time and fight
My nose is always bleeding at least my heart is beating
Not for long i won’t stay strong still we’re the ones feeding them
Had a thought the other day how we’ve lost felt defeat
Still got another hundred days before we’re picked up off the street
Yeah just another hundred days smoking butts picking trays
Be another two or three before we find some food to eat
No i’d never beg or bother just another stolen dollar
Not a bead of sweat will reach my head it’s never ever gonna
Got a free mind no time fucking up the beach swine
Open up your eyes and let the freedom of reality subside
Careful with your life son, open up your eyes punk.
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Be God
02:00
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I’ve been searching for answers everywhere i go
I know it’s not good to ask but i gotta know
If i found the strength to save the world
Could i become god to and make shit ill
Why’s everybody fighting everywhere i look
Everybody has a right you know how long that took
If i found the strength to save the world
Could i become god too and make you chill
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Pathetic
02:24
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I keep feeling like there’s no hope in being alone
Though reluctant it’s the only thing that i’ve ever known
Something’s wrong with him no maybe yeah, he’s just stoned
I’m running full force back into the arms of the unknown
I never asked you why you came
Got my answer anyway
It ain’t no secret
Science says the sweetest ones are much deceiving
Just take a number while you wait
Who’s counting anyway
While i’m fucking bleeding
I don’t wanna be the one who’s stuck believing in you
Keep talking like tomorrow’s a thing in the past
Although we live them all these golden moments never last
Forces push us farther everyday and i just laugh
About the shit we did when you and i were into that
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86 the Mayo
00:25
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12. |
Shallow
01:56
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Taking bites out of liberty look at what you did to me
I try to convey myself steeped in my misery
Shuffled through my options all these impossibilities
The light of my tunnel vision, asperatic long division
I'm channeling my loot skills while my mailbox pukes bills
justifying slavery to validate security
this work horse has broke his neck
the horizon of nonsensical is seeming more peripheral
I tried to seek that so called inner peace
But the pieces keep on falling away
Another empty bottle another ash in the tray tried to fake it
Keeps on falling away
Now i can see, a future so bleak
Beat me up, cut me off, slide me off to the side
let me show you how i'm so used up.
Ya got a big mouth and your throat be lookin small
Choking on the big words, Victimizing all
While incessants decompressing and the party's looking shotty
They're screaming from the pain , thriving in their rotten bodies
With age we creak all human antiques
Absorbing all euphoria with with goals to tweak
All priced top shelf they dialed out our best
Serpents to the public, we're all rats to the rest
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13. |
Do Not Resuscitate
11:57
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Thursday morn, times here to go home
I collect my things as the hangover rattles my dome
My lovers a mess, because last nights abuse
Was way more important than checking my phone...
And who fucking knows, what I did to myself?
Will I have enough to pay the rent to my private hell?
And what goddamn story, will I conjur this time?
They fear my experience, and hate when I lie
Time as it seems, rewards the ones who wait
But I've always been one who cannot hesitate
Control, unjust
Take away my accolades and watch as I rust
What do you think I deserve? I will be defamed
Please just cross out my memory along with my name
Those songs that you hate, won't be so loud
guess I'll figure it out, I'll wave to you, on my way down...
Time as it seems, rewards the ones who wait
But I've had enough, cut my air off, do not resuscitate
These visions I have in my head keep on changing
and they're changing until I am dead
so I stay, withdrawn
I create my own meds:
Cigarette burns on my hands
and your texts before bed
Hey now, what happened, to the time we had before?
We're releasing ourselves, out from our under our cores
And now I'm stuck here...
Thursday morn, times here to go home
3:33 AM, and I'm here all alone
Remember: time that you've wasted is still time you spent
So let's both kill some time
So we know where it went....
This time, they'll be too late...
Do Not Resuscitate...
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